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Thursday, September 01, 2005

IT'S BEEN A BAD DAY PLEASE DON'T TAKE A PIC

DAYS LIKE THIS ARE HARD TO BARE.
GET UP OFF THE BED EARLY, NO BREAKFAST, NO MEAL AT ALL DURING THE DAY, RUDE PHONE CALL, THREATENING E MAILS, LOT OF WORK, A MILLION PROBLEMS, BAD ATTITUDES, PEOPLE COMING IN AND GOING OUT YELLING, RESPONSABILITY, TRYING TO STAY FOCUS, MIGRAINE AND THE DISGRACE OF BEING A LADY EVERY MONTH. ALL IN ONE DAY.
AND MEANWHILE THE WORLD SEEMED TO BE FALLING DOWN ON ME I ONLY COULD LISTEN THIS SONG PLAYING ONCE AND AGAIN IN MY HEAD. BAD FORM DANIEL POWTER.
AND HERE'S HOW IT GOES.
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day

INTERESTING.. IT SEEMS LIKE IT'S GONNA RAIN!!
SPECIAL THANX FOR U GUYS (JAVS AND MANOLO) FOR UR CYBER COMPANY TODAY. IT REALLY HELP ME TO STOP THE FREAKING OUT PROCESS. U ROCK GUYS!!! I LUV U!!
SPECIAL MENTION TO THE SHORT STORY JAVS POSTED AND THE QUOTE OF THE DAY I LAUGHED UNTIL I CRY... FACT! 2 THUMBS UP BUDDY!
GOOD NITE KISSES DARLINGS! GOTTA GO TAKE SOME REST.
ANNIE - CIAO -

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

THE WINNING DAYS ARE GONE

MANOLO, TE LA DISCUTISTE CON TU BLOG. ES CASI CASI COMO LA CERVEZA...DIRECTO A LA CABEZA!
AGRADEZCO TU CONCERN. AGRADEZCO EL HECHO DE QUE ESTES AQUI Y QUE SIEMPRE QUE HE NECESITADO A ALGUIEN AHI ESTAS HACIENDOME SENTIR BIEN. YA SEA CON UNA PALABRA, UN GESTO, UN ABRAZO, UN CONSEJO, UNA BROMA, UNA GROSERIA, UN ZAPE, ETC... YA VES QUE DE REPENTE NO ENTIENDO CON SUTILEZAS.
DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME. I'M OK. I'M STILL HERE HOLDING ON THE LINE WAITING FOR A FUN PLAN TO COME UP. I'M NOT MOVING. NOT EVEN TRYING TO.
I KNOW I'M STUBBORN. I KNOW I'M DIFFICULT. THAT'S WHY I AM NOT KIDDING WHEN I THANK U GUYS FOR LOVING ME JUST THE WAY I AM AND STAND ME.
BUT I'M NOT THAT BAD!! HAHAHAH...
THANK U FOR UNDERSTAND ME. CUZ I THOUGHT NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL. BUT U ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT KNOW ME WELL. U BOTH ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT HAVE LOOK INSIDE OF MY HEART.
BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I LOVE U. CUZ I DO WITH ALL MY HEART. BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST CUZ U ARE THAT SPECIAL FOR ME.
U MAKE ME FEEL GREAT, COZY, WILD, FREE, I DON'T HAVE TO BE FAKING OR PRETENDING THAT I'M DIFFERENT OR HIDING THE WAY I FEEL CUZ I THINK THAT'S IN THE AIR. EVERYBODY CAN TELL.
I'M GLAD THAT SOMEBODY ELSE FIND ME THAT SPECIAL TOO.
THERE'S A BOND BETWEEN US AND IT'S VERY HARD TO BELIEVE THAT ONE LITTLE MISTAKE CAN RUIN IT ALL.
I'M HERE, I'M NOT MOVING.
AND I'M PLAYING THE NEXT SONG WHEN U DON'T SAY NOTHING AT ALL.
NITE, NITE

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Loving my self

Despertar.

¿Que sería de mi sin tí, sin ustedes? que me han acompañado, que me han regañado, hecho reir, que cuando los necesité solo me costó una llamada para que acudieran a mi, ahora estamos solo tu y yo, al parecer ella que ha venido a derrumbar la base de mis creencias y del amor también esta aqui por el momento, pero no voy a hablar de ella, debo tenerlos locos con las historias de felicidad y amor que tengo cuando estoy a su lado, asi que esta vez hablaré de mi... de ustedes... de nosotros.

Me duele no poder hacer nada más que ver el desarrollo del final de todo esto, y para ser sincero estoy un poco triste de ver como pintan las cosas, no pensé que esto acabaría así, pero bueno solo soy un simple espectador invadiendo la vida de mi amiga (asi como su blog).

Por favor no hagan tonteras, el amor es horriblemente extraño, aparece cuando no lo esperas y lo tomas o te arrepientes toda tu vida. La única compañía de la que no nos podemos deshacer y con la que debemos estar siempre de acuerdo somos nosotros mismos. Por eso debemos seleccionar bien cual es la compañia que queremos tener y de las cuales si nos podemos deshacer, porque esas compañias son las que debemos cuidar bien, si los ofendo los pierdo, si los hago sentir feo, los pierdo, si no los atiendo los pierdo... (mta son bien perdedizos). Por eso amigos, yo los he seleccionado a ustedes como compañia, porque no son tan dificiles de querer como lo soy yo. Yo no me aguantaría ni 20 minutos a veces, pero a ustedes no necesito aguantarlos, es por DEFAULT el hecho de estar bien cuando los veo y cuando estoy con ustedes.

Cuidense mutuamente y NO PELEEN, esperen...

La espera no es tan mala cuando esperamos a esa personilla especial.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

OOPS I DID IT AGAIN

Well i haven't do anything yet but I'm thinking about it.
I know I promise something yesterday Manolo. But with the current events I can't promise it anymore.
Last night I heard good news.
Someone came back from t he past. And it was good to know that he's back.
Back then it was a different and tricky scenario. Now... no strings attached. Just heaven knows what happens now.
After hearing his voice today on the phone. It was cool to know that there's still a light here.
As I said a million times before God loves me fine. And he didn't want me to go to that party at the ranch yesterday. Interesting group of people. But such an explosive reaction if I would be there. 3 guys, different scenarios, different timing, poor little me... in the same spot!!! Not nice!
But it's not hard to guess who am i gonna choose.
By the way Manolo and Mayra I had a great time with you guys last night. Even when you didn't call me to go out to eat outdoors. You're so forgiven. If you'd called me I wouldn't get that phone call. Thank you!!!
I love you guys! Thank for your wisdom, pleasant company and cool personality. Even the alter plan was fun!!
And guess who manifested again?? yeah.. my people! Telling my sis he's in love with and traying to convince her of his good intentions. And that he had been looking for me for a long time and it seems that i disappeared. hahahah... I'd always been here!That's the kind of lies I'm sick of that I was telling you yesterday!
Ok I'm gonna keep on with my plans. Doing nothing. Good night!